Dan decided to pull one on me today and started playing Bear's 1 year video that we made for his 1 year bday. As I watched I couldn't believe how quickly I was transported to so many places and feelings that I had left behind. Sooo many of them were happy, happy moments and memories, but I couldn't help but be haunted by some of those old feelings of fear, failure, and guilt. I was torn up for quite some time after watching it...like I tell Bear, that boy has wrecked his mama's heart forever. You can watch here, though I'm sure you won't be as torn up as this mama was. :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6FbftCMbx_c
